I thought a lot about about what I'd say to Bekka. I honestly couldn't really come up with anything. Her whole situation's pretty heavy.

I'm glad that Steve posted what he did. He's the right person to talk to and I'm sure he can offer some good advice. I'm sorry, Bekka. I'm sorry I couldn't help but I hope Steve can. If you do happen to email him ... let me know how it works out. Even if you don't, let me know.

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This is for Becca:

(Sorry, Winged One, she didn't leave her address)

I have been through this - or rather my children have, since I have been in the place your dad is in. If you want to e-mail me, I may be of help, or at least give you some peace. When I read your note, I felt pangs of guilt renewed! - Steve

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hey, look at you, all signing my guestbook and shit. you're great. and i guess the upper west side has gotten crazy, ey? who knew....

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Thank you for sharing what you did today...about coming out and not coming out. I don't looking for journals that are written by gay's specifically but for the longest time I wondered if you were a man or a woman or what! That aside...I'm using you as a confessional. I didn't not leave my email or anything because I am still in "the closet" with this...This being I just found out my dad is gay and has been for many years but won't tell anyone. Including his wife, my mother...I found all kinds of gay material including pictures of him having sex with some guy and I don't know what to make of it. You, as someone who is on the other side, please tell me...do I confront him? Love him as he is? It's just so freaking bizarre - not that he is gay. But that he thinks we all are still so unaware of it. How does one cope with one who is opening the door of the closet but not coming out or letting us in? Yikes...Bekka

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*laughs* Emma, Emma, Emma I guess you did miss out. There were some hilarious posts on her messageboard. Someone called her a 'Britney wannabe' and after an "I'm tired of mean people so I'm closing my diary for a week" entry .... it was locked. *sigh*

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meant to tell you

I make amazing cake.

so there...

and i'm sending some *hugs*, too...

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hugs mean a lot, even from a thousand miles away. *hugs*

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hey ponypants! have we cheesed off the barbie brigade or something (ie with my observations, and your blogging of said comments?! She's gone and passworded it all now, and I'll never find out if she does become cheerleader of the century, or does finally lose her virginity to a straight 'A' jock called Brad who has perfect teeth, or if she finally flips her bouffy bonce, dyes it all purple and spends the rest of her days listening to Black Flag whilst taking copious amounts of narcotics. If I'm missing out on all that fun and hilarity because of you telling the world about what I did, then I shall come and give you a *SLAP* smoochy smooch to you...

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Thanx, J, Cathy, Nicole, Farida (bears are cool) for signing.

And ...*big hug* Luv you Cheallie *sigh*

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*laughs* ... Hey ... guess what? I love to masturbate! I owe you a couple emails, Steve. I've been slacking off there.

Luv ya

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